N.U.A
Listening to: DBSK [Million Men]
Watching: Too many to list..

Ehh been too lazy to blog even though the exams ended like on Tue. Heh yup, i am finally free!! ^^

*dances around in joy*

Haha. N it was a pretty strange feeling i got after it finally registered in my mind that i had reached the end of my educational pursuit after 16 long years. eEEeeee 16 years of mugging...-_____-

Hmm..alot of things i want to blog about but im still kinda lazy. Anyway going to meet juline later at j8 so better keep the entry short or else i will be late again. =p heh den we are going to go on a blind date. Lol. Cant think of a more apt description..but its to meet someone whom we never saw before. Haha its not to 相亲 hor..its only for fun. xD

Heh been indulging myself in vids these few days..

After one whole week i refrained myself from using the net during the exams, it was with overwhelming joy that i finally could see my 5 bois again. Lol. I miss them so much during that week!! ^___^ first time i felt so happy to see someone again. Baby su, baby chun, baby min, baby ho n of cos baby jae~~ <33

N yesterday i finally finish watching [temptation of the wolves]. So nice! Kang dong won is so cute..n i especially love hearing him call the ger 'wuri noona'. So sweet..N [200 pounds beauty] was very nice too. Loved the show cos it made me laugh so hard at some parts n cry at others. Heh. Ok Joo jin mo is goodlooking in the show..even though hes abit out of my usual age range. Lol.

Hmm wat else..

My head is full of dbsk n ss501 right now. Oh n joe cheng.

Watched too much vids la.

I keep replaying ss501 [겁쟁이] in my head recently. Heh its a cute song! But i still think that the group depends too much on youngsaeng to deliver their songs..n i dunno if its just me but i still cant really seem to figure out what everyone's role is in ss501..haha okok i think i just need to spend more time n effort on them.

I was watching this MNet review the other day n it made me so proud all over again for DBSK. *beams brightly* Heh yup i think they are one of the few boybands where all the members can sing. (Ok and dance..so that will exclude bands like buzz n sg wannabe) Ah jung just needs to brush up slightly i guess..but well his dance makes up for it. :) N i agree wholeheartedly that SM is the only company that is capable of SMP.

Oops i am going to be late! Shall elaborate on SMP in the next entry..

동방신기짱!

또 울어버렸다.. @ 3:41 PM

Still worried..
Still praying n hoping for a miracle..



One that wun leave suju, dbsk n all the E.L.Fs devastated.

They ought to be like this..happy n smiling..

또 울어버렸다.. @ 6:03 PM

Worried..
I am so worried sick about kyuhyun that i cant seem to concentrate on mugging..

God i keep thinking of hsu wei lun..

*slaps myself hard*

Dang.

Dear Lord, no matter what pls keep kyuhyun safe with us..pls..

The only thing im slightly more relieved is that teuk, hyukjae n shindong are alright.

Cho seung hui and virginia tech are so at the back of my mind right now.

I just want the suju boys to be alright..

N nothing more to happen to them..

n the db boys..

*says a silent prayer*

또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:37 PM

A tragedy
Honestly speaking, the news of the Virginia Tech massacre that left 33 people dead din hit me until i heard that the killer was a South Korean.

Well I would have said more abt this incident but its always better to keep ur mouth shut about some things.

N my mum was still telling me about the crocodile who bit the hand of this guy off the other day. At least crocs dun go around killing pple just cos they got jilted right? Ok I am not trying to be sarcastic but i cant help but lament the ugliness of human beings.

In any case, I express my heartfelt condolences to the family n frens of the people who fell victim to a senseless killer.

또 울어버렸다.. @ 8:10 AM

Dreaming
Listening to: Super Junior [나같은건없는건가요]
Feeling: Excited

Heh yesterday finally marked the end of my Honours FYP!!! *jumps around in joy* Haha..i still remember vividly the times i was really upset with it to the extent that i wanted to quit school. Heh now to think of it..its kinda silly isnt it? *smiles*

Anyway the last memorable line that my prof left me: 'So you are from Korea?' Lol. Well he's really nice as a friend i guess but as a prof..i think he still needs to brush up further. Heh nah..just that i think he shldnt have accepted so many students at one shot when he cant cope with all of them obviously. N for oversight on his part that he expected cloning work to be easy.

I admit i din say a last farewell to V. How to say..our working relationship kinda ended the day i stopped going to lab. I wun say whose fault it is that the relationship was rocky cos honestly, our characters are too different to maintain a supposed amiable friendship. Although i know i din handle the whole fyp thing well, i din think that she ought to have treated me the way she did. But ok.. now that everything has come to an end, i shall rest my case here.

No more V in my life!

What else..

Ohh yeah went for dinner with the Hwaggies yesterday at seoul garden. Heh mian~ i was kinda quiet cos i woke up at 6 plus in the morning to rush my report. So was pretty tired. To my laogong who is leaving for the US on fri, remember to take good care of yourself over there k! *hugs lingfang* dun forget me n princess...^^

N thanks alot for the belated bday presents! 2 more dumbos to add to my elly collection. Heres a pic of jaejoong n his ten ellys..

Haha he's overwhelmed by his ellys..

Heh and the best piece of news of all: MY MUM HAS GIVEN ME THE GREEN LIGHT TO GO KOREA!! ^___^

She was still hesitating previously but now she's ok with it! Heh..im so so so happy..i finally can fulfill a dream i had been having since i was 17. Lol. But the only regret i have is that DBSK is now away in japan..of all times. Sigh. So now me n angel are busy planning for our trip..heh esp me. So many places on my proposed itinerary. Haha.

Okok i must finish my MB report first..

또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:00 AM

Going kNUT
Heh knut is so adorable!! I wish i could fly to berlin zoo n look at him..

Heh he even appeared on 'vanity fair'! Haha so cute...n he's barely 4 months old. The only sad thing was that he actually had a twin brother but he died 4 days after their mum rejected them. So now knut is being handraised in the zoo. I just feel like hugging the cuddly fella!! Lolx..

Another fella that i wanna hug too..ehh i can only say that he's cuddly when he wears his white furry winter jacket that makes him look like a huge walking marshmallow. Haha yunho loves it too...xDD

n i dunno issit just me cos i keep seeing jaesu, jaeho, jaechun n jaemin everywhere recently. Erm i dun really see pairings without jae somewhere..save for yoosu. Haha ok shld be just me n my jae obsession ba. =p But the primary sch fight btw jae n min is so cute in the history in japan 2! The 2 of them really crack me up..Lol. N im glad that they managed to win the last round in the sports challenge with primary school kids. Or else so paiseh..n i love the jaeho n jaesu moments during the soccer match. <333

N my interest in joe is resurrected by his new show! Heh. BUT..the female lead is driving me mad. Ariel is so much better than her. Sigh.

Ok back to my sdl and mb report. Shall drive myself to further insanity today by attempting to complete my sdl in 6 hours and embark on my mb report by 4pm.

I loathe stubborn clubbox links that just refuse to move..

I miss kim jaejoong.

N his every expression.

또 울어버렸다.. @ 8:57 AM

Coming to an end
Watching: 1TYM [Cry] & Taebin [Right here waiting] live perf

N courtesy of this sweetie here..i went to make new specs ydae..no rewards for guessing the make of the specs i chose..^__^ Heh n i banished my white rimmed specs to the cold palace..

섹시한사람..ooOOOOoooh~

My first jap mag with tohoshinki on the cover! Love the pullout poster too..all of them look darn good in the interview. Though i wish chunnie's hair will grow back soon~ Heh n now im targeting the BARKs mag..they are on the cover too! Luckily now syndrome n junior are busy featuring suju, ss501, xing n battle or else i will really declare bankruptcy soon..tsktsk~

The day i was feeling ultra bored n decided to take a pic with my 不在中..if only he was real. Well, it wun hurt to dream right..lol.

Sigh i got like more than 100 items (from both my desk n laptop) waiting in queue on my clubbox n they just REFUSE to move. I think i feel like singing 'move it baby uh' instead of 'choose me baby uh' right now...-__-

Heh my laogong is going to US next fri! N then juline will be going to US too in may..my jie is going taiwan..so is piggy zw..n eugene seems to be planning on going genting..hmm seems like everyone is flying somewhere. Oh n of cos natalie is going korea! Lucky lucky ger..*hugs nat* xDD Though me n angel are going there as our grad trip but it will just be at most 2 weeks..so short! Can i bring some of the air, stones, gravel, leaves or water back? Haha. To commemorate my first time in the Republic of Korea. ^^

Hmm but to think of it..my academic life is coming to an official end soon. =( I dun really embrace the idea of stepping into the working society but i guess everyone has to grow up someday. Kw n eugene have been asking me to grow up n not be a xmm (xiaomeimei) since i dunno when..lol. But given a choice, i would of cos rather stay as a xmm. Life would certainly be much more less complicated in that way so think im gonna miss school life afterall..

But oh well, graduation means no need to mug for exams, do lousy fyp projects, travel so far to uni everydae..n the most important of all: it means i will have a proper income! ok i mean hopefully..

The thought of the impending graduation also made me kinda wish for something. Hmm. N i suddenly feel like having my fortune told. Good recommendations, anyone?

15 more days to mark the end of everything.

또 울어버렸다.. @ 7:03 PM

Good friday
Watching: THSK [Choosey Lover] perf on Ongakubanzuke

My 2nd buy of the day! My anna sui pendant..heh i love the color..

Heh although my bf has already put up the pic on her blog but just for memory's sake on my own one too..heres e first 'official' pic we took tgt! Haha..n with that it marked the end of the horrid presentation we had..ok i shall not dwell on that since its over but lets just say that out of ten qns the examiners asked, i couldnt answer like eight? Yeah thats how bad it was..

I will never ever take honours in my next lifetime...

N it was a waste that i din manage to take pics with my other frens..=(

Hee n ohya time to countdown to my korea trip!

또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:59 AM

이혁재~

Haha ok im still trying to find nicer pics of hyuksu..love the beautiful frenship between the both of them. Heh~

eunhyuk + junsu = jaejoong + yunho = <333~

Heh eunhyuk ar..teukkie, kangin, heechul, yehsung, sungmin, hankyung, shindong, siwon, ryeowook, kyuhyun, donghae and kibum love u!! N of cos...junsu loves u the most!! Lol.. *hugs*

May all ur wishes come true! Happy happy birthday~~

또 울어버렸다.. @ 5:49 PM

A lone Piscean in this world
11.03.1984
꿈을 잃은 아이
Frigging irrational
Works solely on emotion
Nonchalent about reality
Advocate of Atheism
Not a people's person,
but an animals' person
Only belief - 대한민국

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